人海中，往往，偶然相识，淡然相释 释，为解说、消除。放开。 最近在看一本书，因为很少看书，所以每次决定看书都像是件大事似的。 要安排好灯光，安排好时间，清空思绪琐事。 而后才看了一小段，就开始欣欣自喜。 觉得再次沉溺在词语里的感觉很是美好的。 而这种随手可得的美好，为何会被我， 又落下了那么久呢。 书是作者为了纪念已逝的朋友所写的。 细腻，温柔，美丽。 让人几乎可以抚摸到文字的韵味。 寥寥数句，便勾画出二人相识相知的一辈子， 有时，细节在现在进行式和过去进行式的夹缝中 是不重要。 人海中，但愿我们偶然相识，淡然相释。 dear friends，[i]wish you a peaceful 2012[/i] [img]http://pic.yupoo.com/endless-night/BAt7qcbe/medish.jpg[/img] [i]Photo by R. Mapplethorpe (1946 – 1989)[/i] 以下文摘选自 Patti Smith [i]The Coral Sea[/i] === The first time I saw Robert he was sleeping. I stood over him, this boy of twenty, who sensing my presence opened his eyes and smiled. With few words he became my friend, my compeer, my beloved adventure. When he became ill I wept and could not stop weeping. He scolded me for that, not with words but with a simple look of reproach, and I ceased. When I saw him last we sat in silence and he rested his head on my shoulder. I watched the light changing over his hands, over his work, and over the whole of our lives. Later, returning to his bed, we said goodbye. But as I was leaving something stopped me and I went back to his room. He was sleeping. I stood over him, a dying man, who sensing my presence opened his eyes and smiled. When he passed away I could not weep so I wrote. Then I took the pages and set them away. Here are those pages, my farewell to my friend, my adventure, my unfettered joy. === 第一次见到Robert的时候他正睡着。我站立望着他，一个二十来岁的男孩。他感觉到了我的存在，睁开了眼，朝我微笑。就在数语间，他成了我的朋友，我的伙伴，我珍爱的冒险。 当他重病时我哭了。我不能停止哭泣。他并没有开口责备我，是用那责怪的眼神看着我，我便不再哭泣。 我最后一次见到他的时候我们只是安静的坐着。他把头枕在了我的肩上。我看着日光变幻，越过他双手之上，他的作品上，以及我们的整个人生。之后他回到了床榻，我们道别。但当我正要离开时有什么让我停下了脚步。我又回到了他的房间。他正睡着，一个正在死去的男人，他感觉到了我的存在，睁开了眼，朝我微笑。 当他去世后我没有了眼泪，于是只能书写。然后我把文稿都收了起来。而现在它们就在此处，这份永别，给我的好友，给我的冒险，我那无拘无束的喜悦。 ==== 另：我表示我的中文译版达不到英文版那种读着非常的舒服的感觉啊。。5